Sunday, March 22, 2009
{ Sunday, March 22, 2009 }
Time passing by way too fast without me noticing....the day I’ve been waiting for, has finally come...kind of feeling stressed when i think about it...what should i do?
how should i react?
these questions has been running wild in my mind as the day drawing nearer...am i juz being paranoid?n,yes,its d dooms day...after 2yrs of hiding, I’ve finally had d courage to meet them...i feel so weird... should i cry? I’m feelin nausea
butterflies in my tummy
my feets n hands are numb n cold
its not my judgement day,its juz a gathering...geez,wat am i thinking...well,i'm lucky enuf coz my dear eunice n shanon chew is tagging along wif me...i feel safe wen i'm wif them..i have to accept d fact...i cn sense dat,i'm juz a passer by,i don't noe...mayb i think too much perhaps?i cn't stand her sarcasm,
i cn't stand her sight,
how hypocrite cn a person be...
oh my,oh my...
plz give me strength...
i felt so miserable...
fake smile,
fake laugh...
wat have i done?i hate this feeling...plz someone,plz help me...i'm dying,suffocating wif lies n dramas...no more gathering for me...i had enough of this...its really bringing me down,down n down...Labels: help me....